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December 4th, 2005
12:17 pm

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So, Carlos and I broke up. And this time, it's for good. No, I didn't want it and yes, I'm in a a lot of pain, but I'm doing as good as can be expected. He was my first love and we were together for a year and a half so, it's going to be awhile before I'm over him, but I won't let this break me. However, I've decided not to have a public livejournal anymore. I have a fandom journal, I'll use for communities and stuff, but I'm done with this one. If you wanna stay in touch my myspace is http://www.myspace.com/jawsthemeswimmer.

It's been fun,
Ginger

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November 26th, 2005
04:23 pm

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Taking a break for awhile. At least 2 weeks. Maybe more. I don't know. Things are going down in my life and I don't really think I could handle this right now.

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November 24th, 2005
06:13 pm

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Thanksgiving this year turned out to be awesome. I ate with my dad's family and I leared my aunt Michelle is probably going to marry and I'm getting two step-cousins! I don't feel all that sick anymore which is good. Yay.


Happy Forced Family Fun Day!

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November 12th, 2005
05:50 pm

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Girls #2 Utsumi Yukie
Girls # 2 Utsumi Yukie

You are Utsumi Yukie. You are kind and
trusting, and a natural leader - but don't
overplay your hand. There's a fine line between
being a leader and being bossy.


Which Battle Royale girl are you?
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So, this is what happened when I got up this morning. Chris was in the shower and Nick and I were waiting for the bathroom.

Nick: I get to go first, I'm a guy.

Me: Well, I'm a girl and guess what I got last night?

Nick: (pause)...That's not fair.

Me: Yeah, I know. You guys should get periods too!

Nick silently pouts and lets me use the bathroom first. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Only not. I DON'T WANNA HAVE MY PERIOD!!

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November 6th, 2005
10:22 pm

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 All About Lily Chou-Chou is a fucked up movie and I love it.

 

 

I made some usericons. Now all three were made by me! Accomplishment! The one I'm posting with is Tsuda Shiori (Shiori Tsuda for peoples who don't do the Japanese scene) right after she was forced into prostitution. She started hitting the guy walking her home and jumped into the river. My favorite scene.

 

And the other one (besdies the me&Carlos dollies one) is this:

 

Touga and Utena of Shoujo Kakumei Utena (Revolutionary Girl Utena). They are my OTP on the anime circuit.

 

 

I cannot wait for tommorrw. I get to go to Oriental trading with Matt and TC and play the railing clapping game! (from the movie Aoi Haru/Blue Spring) Then I get to go home and hang with Carlos. I'm in need of a nap so that should be nice. :) But like that's what we'll wind up doing ;)

 

I just read over this entry and I realized something. I need more Japanophile friends. It's way too dificult to explain all this to everyone. <shrugs> Whatever.

 

Minna-san, ja ne!

Current Mood: high
Current Music: Lily Chou-Chou Soundtrack-Erotic

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November 4th, 2005
02:44 am

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Not quite sure if anybody'll actually read the lyrics, but I'd recomend it. This is the ending song to Battle Royale. It's one of the prettiest things I've ever read. Considering the movie is all about killing your best friends to survive, I find it ironic, but I guess that's what Fukatsu-san was trying to get at. Eh. If you actually wanna hear the song go here->>>>> http://www.radioblogclub.com/fav/0/33583/0

 

Dragon Ash- Shizukana hibi no kaidan wo

Romaji Lyrics  

English Translation

Kusaki wa midori hana wa sakihokori
irotoridori shikiwa mata meguri
koharubiyori youmonainoni tada namiki douri
omou ima hitori HALF TIME nannte nashini sugiru nichijou
oremo nanntoka kokode ichiou
yarikuri shiteiru wakede
tokiniwa narihuri kamawazuni ikiyou
mukaeru asa kawarazuni mada
hi wa mata nobori kurikaesite yuku
madono sotowa minamikaze
arainagashite kono muneno itamimade
sugisarishi hino namida tokiga yagate
muisiki no naka tsuresaru nonara
daiji nano wa hikari dake
ato mousukoshi koko ni itaidake

 

Grass and trees become green, flowers colorfully bloom.
Seasons come by again. A comfortable spring day,
With out anything to do I think by myself
in the tree lined street.
The days go by without any break.
I am struggling to manage myself here.
Sometimes, let's live a life
 Without thinking so deeply.
Morning comes, the sun rises again.
Outside the window the south wind
blows the pain in my heart.
Shall the tears I shed in the past days
be pulled into my unconsciousness.
what is important is the light,
I'd like to stay here a bit more.

WE GO EVERY DAY ikou emi de
hikari no terashi dasu hou ni
hirakareta mirai mezasu you ni
WE GO EVERY DAY ikou emi de
kabin ni mizuwo sasuyouni
negaiyo kanaimasuyouni

 

WE GO EVERY DAY, let's go with laughter
To the direction of the shining light
heading into the open future ahead.
WE GO EVERY DAY, let's go with laughter
Like pouring water into a vase
my wishes please be granted.

SO kisetsu hazure no kono ame ga
bokashita hyoujou to sono namida
huriyamanai uchi ni gerra
sukasita kao wo shite futto warattena
tena guai de susumu sokkou ONE WEEK
tukareta karadade sotto ONE DRINK
tudou saki wa nakamatachi
itsumono youni yodoushi baka banashi
konna hibi ga owaraniyouni 
hanehiroge habataku torino youni
minna hisshi nannda makenna ine-ze PINCH RUNNER
azake warau yatsu wo shirime ni
tsukame egaita yume nigitta te ni
ameagari no nagareboshi
negai wo kakete sa a agare doushi

 

SO The face and the tears
washed by an off season rain
before the rain stops,
GERRA I smile with a clean face.
Like that, goes away ONE WEEK.
With my tired body I take ONE DRINK
At the meeting place my friends are all there.
like every day we spend the night chatting nonsense
to continue on with these days
I flap my wings like a bird.
Everyone is doing their best. Don't lose; we don't have a pinch runner.
Going over the people laughing at you,
catch the dream you imagined into your hands.
Wish to the shooting star after the rain.
Now stand up my friend.

WE GO EVERY DAY ikou emi de
hikari no terashi dasu hou ni
hirakareta mirai mezasu you ni
WE GO EVERY DAY ikou emi de
kabin ni mizuwo sasuyouni
negaiyo kanaimasuyouni

 

WE GO EVERY DAY, let's go with laughter
To the direction of the shining light
heading into the open future ahead.
WE GO EVERY DAY, let's go with laughter
Like pouring water into a vase
my wishes please be granted.

Nantonaku keitai no dengen ofuri
mimi sumasu zattou no zenzen oku ni
kikoerudaro kaze no koe
nagare nagerete konndo ha naze dokoe
shiraji rashikumo kiitari nannka shite
jibun no mirai kasanetari nannka ite-
moraitai no wa onaji kimochi
suriherasu kakegai no nai inochi
osanai koro no yume dabu rashite
kagamino mae de asa haburashide
migakutoki mo mata aho gao shite
ie wo deru sonna hibi kurashite
yoru wo matuno ha mou yameyou
yasunnde mo iisa tikara tameyou
shizukani tokiwo kizamu machi
yume takushi oreraga tunagu ARCH

 

Without no reason I set off my mobile.
In the far back of the noise
can't you hear the voice of the wind
drifting away now where and why.
Obvious though, I listen on.
Like putting your own future over it.
Wanting something to be said about my self, is the same feeling.
My life goes away bit by bit.
Now I possess multiple copies of my childhood dreams.
I make a stupid face
as I brush my teeth in front of the mirror in the morning.
Going outside. I live a day like this.
I'll stop waiting for the night.
Resting isn't bad, charge up your energy.
quietly the city ticks away time.
Connecting our dreams, we make an arch.

Shizukana hibi no kaidan wo
Shizukana hibi no kaidan wo
Shizukana hibi no kaidan wo
Shizukana hibi no kaidan wo
Shizukana hibi no kaidan wo
Shizukana hibi no kaidan wo

 

The stair steps of a quiet day
The stair steps of a quiet day
The stair steps of a quiet day
The stair steps of a quiet day
The stair steps of a quiet day
The stair steps of a quiet day

kaze ga yannda sora no mashita
mizukara no te de tukamu ashita

 

Under the sky without the breeze,
I reach out to catch tomorrow
.

Shizukana hibi no kaidan wo
Shizukana hibi no kaidan wo

 

The stair steps of a quiet day
The stair steps of a quiet day

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October 28th, 2005
04:27 pm

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Oh yes. They had both movies. I got both of them and a tenjou tenge poster and the aoi haru manga. Happiness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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October 27th, 2005
04:52 pm

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(sing-song voice)

I'm going to Oriental trad-ing!
I'm going to Oriental trad-ing!

I really hope they have Aoi Haru or Suicide Circle!

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07:21 am

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I just spent the past seven hours making graphics. I'm tired.


P.S. Check out the userinfo. It's Sosoke Takaoka (Sugimura-Battle Royale, Yukio-Aoi Haru). Damn is he sexy.

Current Mood: cold

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05:19 am

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I made another icon! This one is of me before prom last year. I really like the way it came out. Of course, I followed a tutorial for it, but hey it's still nifty. Plus I love the pic. That night was full of awesome memories (right, Carlos?) and just looking at this icon gives me happy chills. Hee.

 

Oh God. 5:20. I should try to sleep soon.

 

 

YEAH RIGHT. I'm having too much fun!

Current Mood: creative

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October 26th, 2005
10:19 pm

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I downloaded psp and have been making graphics all day! Poor Chris. I've made his laptop my own! Hahahahaha.

I love staying at the dorms. There's just this awesome free vibe here. It's great. As I've said before, I can live the college life without actually being in college. Again, hahahahahaha. I own.

Can't wait till this weekend. I get to spend most of it with Carbs and Dad is going out of town, so I GET THE HOUSE TO MYSELF. PARTY, ANYBODY?

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October 25th, 2005
05:50 pm

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I deleted most of the entries in this journal up until today. A few are on private viewing now, but mostly I'm making a fresh start.


Aaaah yes. Nobody use this, but I made an icon from the dolls I made earlier. I think it's cute for a first try. :)

  Tada! I plan on using it alot.

Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: Fall Out Boy-Sugar, we're going down
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02:28 pm

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I'm updating my lj today so check out my new layout and userinfo. It'll be really cool!
Also, I made two dolls! Guess who they are...

The Mic (aka Me- Ginger)




The Spic (aka the bf- Carlos)

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04:32 am

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I fucking hate insomnia. I've got to stop staying over at the dorms. I ever get any sleep when I do.


Heh. I bet if my Carlos-blanket were here, I'd be fine. Waaaaah.The teddy bear needs a hugggggggg.

Current Mood: sleepy

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